Where to start?

The Weird Kid Inside
1 min readJan 17, 2022
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How do you know where to start? I have big ideas and wants this year but I dont know where to start.

Firstly I want to lose weight but its now half of the month and ive not even started to try to lose weight.

Secondly I want to stop smoking but to this day Im still smoking. I stopped for 4 days and smoked again.IM writing this while I smoke.

Third I want a new job. I did try to apply to certain positions but unfortunately i am nowhere near getting an interview

Fourth I want to save up but till this day I keep on buying things and racking up my credit card bills.

Fifth I want to be okay. This one i think im good. I think im okay.

I think im running out of time. Itd half of the month and Im nowhere and far from the things that I want or said I will start for the year.

Its making me anxious and making me doubt if I really can do the things that I say I will do. Same old story and same old me.

Hard to break habits.

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The Weird Kid Inside
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These are the musings of a single girl about life, love, ideas and the inner workings of a grown ass woman trying to make sense of it all.